I keep feeling the lump on my face, wondering if it’s only my imagination, or it’s getting bigger gradually. I was under intense anxiety and depression because of it. I’ve mentioned tidal “crashes” before. I felt like I had hit one today—one that I knew would quickly draw me into the depths like a riptide (warning: discussion of physical and mental health). I can’t always predict it, not even with the best efforts. Sometimes merely waking up, I can feel the hypothetical grey stones weighing my body down. I was upset because of the signs of less than optimal health, while I await an appointment that couldn’t be scheduled sooner than April. Further, one doctor in another specialty (he was a fellow) not only lied in his notes, but didn’t record symptoms that I was bringing to his attention. I’m not going back to him, but in the meantime, I must wait—and it along with other things took a toll on me.
Keep Waking Up
Keep Waking Up
Keep Waking Up
I keep feeling the lump on my face, wondering if it’s only my imagination, or it’s getting bigger gradually. I was under intense anxiety and depression because of it. I’ve mentioned tidal “crashes” before. I felt like I had hit one today—one that I knew would quickly draw me into the depths like a riptide (warning: discussion of physical and mental health). I can’t always predict it, not even with the best efforts. Sometimes merely waking up, I can feel the hypothetical grey stones weighing my body down. I was upset because of the signs of less than optimal health, while I await an appointment that couldn’t be scheduled sooner than April. Further, one doctor in another specialty (he was a fellow) not only lied in his notes, but didn’t record symptoms that I was bringing to his attention. I’m not going back to him, but in the meantime, I must wait—and it along with other things took a toll on me.